Why

Why am I so stupid why can't I learn quickly why must I be so stupid gosh I totally suck at maths I don't understand a single thing that he said why is he talking so fast damn I suck at maths ok I can stare at the question the whole day and not solve it fucking shit I hate maths yet maths is so important idk why my kind just blank out when it's maths my brain hate maths oh gosh I'm fucking SCRWED and pissed at myself urgh please make me do well in maths just please ugh please............................